- Mmm I dunno lol
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juunana99
- May 2nd, 21:26
So yeh I never did a LJ journal before because I cba to figure out this site lol......yeh yeh its prob not that hard I just meeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lol I dont even know who half the ppl on my friends list are @@. Im sure I added you for a reason though lol so maybe Ill remember the ones I cant recall. So yeh I dont have anything to say really just that at the moment I hate mostly everything and dont know what I can do to fix everything I hate. I love living in Japan but work has become so tiresome, as far as jobs go its a great job...I just hate anything that means I have to be somewhere at a certain time and for a certain length of time. So I guess I just fail at regular life and should accept this is how life is...work >_>. I dont have time or energy for the things I love doing and end up rushing them cos I want it done but I have little time to do it. I feel like my only friends are in my computer lol cos on my days off I just wanna relax online chatting or sew and draw...well that will change in summer when my two best friends come to visit but I just hope I wont be so dead and lifeless for them lol. Ive been dragged into a documetry by some canadian film makers and I really regret saying yes cos Im so not TV material...I think I need to hibernate or something lol. Sorry for the emoness if anyone reads this.*puts on happy face and ends this emo rant*. Yeh its golden week and I have some time off work so I guess Ill start making some costumes Ive been meaning to do for ages...the fabric is taking up my room and I need to get rid of it lolz. Miss all my friends in Oz and hope you are all good.
juu